“Manifest”
S*xological Bodywork:
Make Up Your Life Any Way You Want – Part Four– “Traveling The Path”
How cool, as I am saving this document as the 10th blog post…a mini milestone, a beginning, MHT, my never done before venture…I am happy, just for this today! Barry had written the first 6 blog posts, great posts on Somatic S*x Education and S*xological Bodywork, and I, with this, the last 4. When I started this journey I had no idea where it would lead and the story is still being written – but what I have so far discovered and the healing that has taken place …. priceless! This morning I pause in humble gratitude just to be here and marvel at all that has transpired so far. And so far Joy prevails!
Now back to my journey of “Manifestation.” I don’t know about you, but whenever I want to do something in life I try to find ways to accomplish it as easily and efficiently as possible. Sometimes I try to follow others’ methods, write notes, journal, read certain materials to help forge a path – and I cannot tell you how many times my follow-through on any of these has been less than stellar – I have found that there are no blueprints someone else has written that I can follow to the T. Often I find them boring , too methodical, not allowing enough creativity, etc. I am multifaceted in my life, as I believe many are, and any guide or path has to accommodate my shapeshifting and be flexible enough to adjust. You will notice that my “PATH” follows a windy road of life, but at least it has some order. There is one lesson that I take to heart, now more than ever, especially when starting something new, and that lesson is consistency. This Monday’s blog post is part of my consistency that I sense I must adhere to as much as possible!
I have never worked my process like this – actually written down the “Manifestations”, let alone share them. It feels very intimate and a little daunting to share – but here it is; an update
I “Manifest” (original goal)
- Personal time to center the core.
- My medical practice businesses to continue to grow and thrive.
- A primary relationship – alone is not my thing; that is clear to me, the challenge will be to find what I know is a core need for me – I am ready for someone to enter that wishes to be in my presence and share life on all levels – I need both mental and physical connection and stimulation on a regular basis. It is fuel for me.
- Building MHT as a resource for healing and to develop myself as a public persona, becoming a speaker, author, influencer
- Plan a physical move – everything is on the table – current ideas are either NY or Hawaii (who knows, lol, maybe one day both…ok let’s throw that out there too!)
And here are my updated “Manifestations” – note updates are in bold!
- Personal time to center the core:
- Take time each day for myself, masturbate, read, write, workout, bike ride – pick one or two each day – this past week all I could do was to masturbate and bike ride, I did mostly both but sometimes only one — and you know which ONE (smile)
- My medical practice businesses to continue to grow and thrive:
- Work like a lunatic to continue to build our companies – lol- yep doing this on a daily – this spells freedom to create
- A primary relationship – alone is not my thing; that is clear to me, the challenge will be to find what I know is a core need for me – I am ready for someone to enter that wishes to be in my presence and share life on all levels – I need both, a mental connection and physical stimulation on a regular basis. It is fuel for me:
- In a COVID environment it is obviously not likely that I will be finding the described mate, if you will – but I have decided to not just sit back attract and manifest – I gave this some thought and with anything else if you want something you need thought energy and action, some action to fuel the fire – so I decided to right swipe again lol, and contact some I had interest in in the past couple of months – funny, Bumble now encourages countrywide cyber dating, at first I was like – nahh I am not doing this- lol – but then I thought why not – I just wish I could set the preference points for Hawaii and NY – lol – but you cannot
- So far a couple have surfaced that might be promising and my “Enigma” George actually surfaced – he’s an interesting character – I think that if we ever did connect, this has potential – he plays– there is a strange connection – a nice one – but he’s a local boy – that would squash moves to Hawaii or NY – well that’s where the universal tea leaves come in – lol – I’ve known him since late December but only seen him on a dinner date one time – yeah – lol – like I said – tea leaves!
- Building MHT as a resource for healing and develop myself as a public persona, becoming a speaker, author, influencer:
- Many actions here, one key action begin speaker development program Mic Drop in May
- Continue to write the blog, stay active on social media, get on TikTok, etc.,
- Doing this – consistent with the blog, Facebook and Instagram, I love telling my story and share what I am doing- but have yet to play with TikTok
- Dive deeper and share my work with Barry openly in particular S*xological bodywork and its effects on my daily life and development
- I have decided that the story and details as it relates to the work will be in a separate blog series – more to come on that later!
- And you are witnessing the positive effects of this work – again just taking actions I laid out, being more focused and deliberate in building my life especially now in this environment – the strength I can still tap into when needed – to take me further – unprecedented!!!! – even for me – I have emotional swings – some are very rough – but now I can maneuver them and not have them destroy me – trauma healing.
- Plan a physical move – everything is on the table – current ideas are either NY or Hawaii (who knows lol, maybe one day both…ok let’s throw that out there too, lol):
- This might be one of my easiest tasks – simply put, real-estate
- I do have ideas around this in Hawaii – a farm/resort leasehold is of interest
- Made a little headway here….googeled some real-estate listings but decided I will go a different route. I will plan a two to three week trip, rent a cheap Airbnb, contact a couple of friends on Maui and spend time looking for a place – this is a longer process anyway and I will just start planning these trips and see what happens
- In NY, something near NYC – but maybe waterfront possibly resort type leasehold
- Haven’t had a chance to look – I still want to give NY consideration but I am wondering if it makes sense? A lot of what I wanted to do there I won’t be able to do for a long – long time – so yeah – but the same thing – I will look, I have a g-friend in NJ and I may do the same thing, get an Airbnb for a couple weeks and explore –
- I do have ideas around this in Hawaii – a farm/resort leasehold is of interest
- This might be one of my easiest tasks – simply put, real-estate
These goals are easy conceptually but to execute will take some time. I am not just looking at a simple move, although that can still just happen, but I have the idea around a healing resort now – this too is an old idea in my head – I used to think Tantra resort, but now I am thinking broader – a business venture – what I will enjoy the most will be the discovery portion of this process – the travel, the sights – the friends I will make along the way! The stories I will get to tell!
In conclusion, this was a good week – there were many joyful moments but I had some very difficult emotional days too– there were smiles and tears – but having a purpose – a path – this “PATH” and sharing it with you – is keeping me on track. There is that old saying that life is a journey not a destination and for me what I find cool is watching my “Self” story unfold and for the first time recorded and observed – and Joy still prevails!
Well, the groundwork has been laid, the first steps taken. How was your week? Were you able to look within and put your stake in the ground and chart your path? Connect with me on the socials and let me know – I want to hear from you!
Until the next blog, I’ll be traveling my path and I wish you health, love, and good fortune on your path, wherever it may take you…
Live to Love❤️